Tuesday, 08 April 2008
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apology accepted?
lately ive just been so uptight because an ex-friend and i have had a horrible falling out..we used to be really tight but then..boom he put me on the ignore..i supported everything hes done ever since he came into my life..he appreciated all the love i showed him..and vice versa..i think its safe to say that we appreciated eachothers heart.we never dated or anything just pretty tight pals..we made a promise to one another that we would never forget about eachother and all was well with the world...until that fateful day when he told me he was leaving and wont see me until a certain time came around... i hated it.. didnt want to hear it...i closed my eyes and took a deep breath and let him go...patiently awaiting his return just for him to finally cum home and to totally ignore me...didnt matter how loud i yelled he plugged his ears and closed his eyes...i tried to write letters just to see that the letters were all ripped into shreds on his doorstep...didnt even make it through the threshhold...so i came to the conclusion that while on his trip he did alot of soul searching and decided that our friendship wasnt worth his time anymore..so i rang his doorbell and when he opened the door i slapped him! only for him to grab my hands and push me to the ground i tried to get up and fight back then he called a couple of his friends over and they defended him and his action...tired and confused i hit him with a low blow and he blocked it and silently shut the door and locked it this time for good... i knew that he was out of my life for good..dazed and tired and i decided to give up on our friendship and walk away without my friend and without my dignity...still not understanding what went wrong i live out the rest of my days trying to piece my life back together...i have been damaged and so has he and for that i extend my apologies to him and although i know he will never get this memo at least ive done my part and now i must dust myself off and alow my wound to heal
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You never found out what happened? WTF? It sounds like someone went behind your back and said something to him that mad him think you did something behind his back. When you find out, it's going to be a third party involved watch what I tell you. The problem is not your friend, it's the sorces around your friend that is making him act in such a way. Don't think he is doing this alone, he is getting help from a outside source. Your job is to find out what that source is and handle it.
@sexybedroomeyes - thank you sexy! thank you for reading and understanding my side!
Your welcome. I've been there and that was my outcome.
@sexybedroomeyes - he has alot of friends and because hes well known they tend to just take his side automatically and he knows this so he uses his power to keep people thinking that im crazy and all of that...sum friend huh?
@susu - Maybe one of his friends like you and they are keeping it going. It's clear that you have a situation on your hands. But I would have handled it differently. Not all because he is a Celeb...
1. You can't confront a Celeb no matter how you know him or her on a web site with their fans and talk against them. That is not going to roll right. You can forget that.
2. If you have a problem with a Celeb and it's personal like you knew them before they arrived at their high peek, talk to them behind closed audiences. It's noone's business what goes on between you too.
3. U have to understand, O is intelligent, nice, polite, religious, always gives his fans 101% all the time with no slack, he gives out advice and always ask how our day goes. That was fighting with fire.
Omg! you were talking about Omarion the singer?
Wow girl now I really understand what u were tellin' me!!!! I'm glad that u 2 were able 2 work things out!!!! U shouldn't loose a friendship over crazy things!!!!
@sexybedroomeyes - yup sur was...im just pissed that he used all of that power to try and mess me up with others...he knows me..he knew how i rolled..yet he totally playecd me like i was sum stupid groupie and now have everyone else thinking that about me too...just the same way he uploaded that vid to diss me in such a "private" way he can call his dogs off and he wont ..he is allowing the people to believe that im crazy and that we never even met
Wow! I don't know what to tell you Susu. I mean I like Omarion. I would never go against him on anything. However, I understand where you are coming from. You need to find out what happened and get this straightened out. You are not focusing on the source of the matter. Find out who played you, then go to Omarion with the information and let him decide for himself.
@sexybedroomeyes - i dont even know where to start looking, we have mutual friends and im really not sure who talk to first..its like hopeless, trying to find a needle in a haystack ya know, mna i just wish i never met the guy at alllllllll...plus even if i did find out who did what he wont talk to me, he wont give me any earplay, he doesnt want to hear from me anymore, he hates my guts!
@susu - Wow did he say that to you Susu?
@sexybedroomeyes - no but o gets really mad and he cuts ppl off ..i know of one particular girl that he didnt like too much and he just stopped talking to her all together and shes looking mad desperate trying to get his attention all oer the place but hes acting like he doesnt een see that shes alive, and i think thats what hes doing to me ..i think he had enough of me and that when i through that low blow he was trully through...i know he just dont wanna be bothered with me anymore so really i want him to hear me out and that just be the end of it but i know he doesnt even wanna do that..i think he thinks that im just a fan although he called me a "friend" he said im not a fan in his eyes im his friend...do you know how that made me feel?oh well its all oer now..theres no room for recovery...i just need to try and moe on as hard as it is